-I alone; am the one you dont know you need. You dont know you need me. Make me
blind when your eyes close, time me to the bed post- Eve6
Beautiful oblivion, rendezvous and I'm through with...wait; am I? Or am I the one you keep to feed or ego? Do you feed mine?
"Live in the moment." I was told this two nights ago by Japan and honestly...I should.???Not in the intent he meant, but I took some serious thought about it, why not? If I sat and analyzed I probably could come up with a few reasons why not to.
Living in the moment is why majority of the people who go, "FML" are in the situations they are in. Life is up for interpretation and we are no longer the pen strokers, but just the ink that smears the page. I want to stand strong and be the author of my life, but isn't that my issue?
Control. It's a bitch.
Control is the reason for my weezin'. The reason for my anxiety, my social inadequacies and ultimately my loneliness.
-So the way you act, is it just an act or some strange courtship ritual
A habitual nervous reaction
Hey its just me, set yourself free, why dont you let me know whats going on
Inside your cluttered head-
The psychological makep of individuals is so fascinating. We sub and consciously do little things all the time. Such as; I keep adding Eve 6 lyrics. But why? Because I genuinely like these songs and the meaning of the lyrics have something to do with the message of this blog...
Or am I venting specifically targeting one person out my audience? Quite possibly.( I know you are reading)
I could just feel the need to put meaningless words into a cyber space of letters and feelings.
FEELINGS. What a word.
To live in the moment or to not...that is the question.
-Call me.
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