They call her a Sinner, they call her a Whore

Dear God,
    I know we talked last night, but I have the need to talk to you right now. I can't just stop in the middle of work and bow my head. I have always enjoyed writing you. Sometimes when I write in my journal, I talk directly to you or to Homey.
----- I hope you are taking good care of him. He was one of your best angels here on earth. He sure did straighten me out, even from the grave.------

 I know I don't talk about you as much as others would like, but actions speak louder than words, even the ones I am writing right now. I continously hear and see people preach on you, but it's so hard to want to listen when I know the truth about them.(Especially on fb...give me a break!) I mean, it's one thing to say Thank you and how wonderful you are-but when I am continously seeing post where people are preaching about you, I can't help but wanna defriend them bcz they are SUCH hypocrites.

    I know that's always going to be the case, but God; you know. Granted some people will read this and be like, "What?! She is such a BITCH & she wants to blog about God?" Yeah, that's right. but I am not preaching. I am strictly writing to you, Lord.
  -Although, every day I see Ms. Roberta's praise to you & it truly uplifts me. So if you read this Ms. Roberta, thank you :)

 None of us are perfect and we all have faults. This is why I don't PREACH the word. I only show your love. Because you most definitely know I am a little sinner and we all know it! lol.
  What is so amazing is:  Even though I don't-attend church, read the bible daily or go around being holier than thou; you are always listening and always there. Remember the other day at the redlight and the cop was behind me? That was all you. Thank you. Or when I was crying because I was scared and you just swept me in your warmth? That was you and thank you.
  God; your power does amaze me.

  I was sitting at my desk yesterday here a work thinking about if there was ever a crisis and someone did put a gun to my head and tell me to deny you, what would I do? No doubt would I tell them to just put a bullet in my head bcz that will never happen. If I ever happen to be around for the Tribulation; I would rather suffer days and years of agony than to spend an eternity in hell. I do believe in the "millenium" theory. You already know this. you know everything because you are everywhere.

Thank you for always listening.