With winds stirs dust

I deleted my last two post a a few reasons. But do know this is my personal blog & I may say or do whatever I feel. If you don't agree then make an "I hate Storm Blog".

I skyped w one of my closest friends Gina lasy night & she always levels me pretty well. She is most definitely very dear to me. We have had our ups & downs but that girl is one of a kind. I feel this way about a few females. That's my problem, I care about everyone.

Anyhoo, she really helped me and didn't even realize it. I don't take amything for granted but I dont always appreciate people the way that I should. I tend to get sidetracked. I am very much ADD the older I become. People will come & go out of our lives & we have to venture into the unknown sometimes. Always keep an open arm but another fisted incase of strife.

-Now about my diet; I steadily at 12 lbs since I started the new one. that's -34 lb since January. I am not loosing as fast as I wld want to but that's my fault. I get so busy with work and stressed that I sacrifice the gym. It isnt the diet cz I am doing pretty well (minus the potroast  I had last night). I have felt sick last few days so haven't eaten much. I may just take the weekend to Carb up & then plummet back down to diet hell on monday. I think I hve deserved it, right?

*Two lessons learned in the past week.