Motherfuckers make me laugh

I debated a good bit about writing this blog because I am about to air out some ugly information and say some not so lady like things about a few men I know. I even consulted Moma and she agreed that I probabley shouldn't be stating what is about to be thrown down but what's the worst that can be said about me back? I have no dirty secrets, unlike them.

          My first angry rant is going to go to Rashard Goff; the equialent to a complete meathead psychopath. He is the second craziest motherfucker I have EVER dated. Let me tell you the story. I had seen this guy around the gym and had checked him out repeatedly. Always saw him with this heavyset older woman, so never approached him. One unfortunate night for me, I actually had the nerve to introduce myself at Unleashed. Little did I know I had jsut met a crazy SOB. I mean how crazy can you be?! We hit it off VERY well. Had a fun arcade date and just enjoy our time. He of course showed signs but I ignored them cause I thought he was soooooooooo damn sexy. He was leaving in a week for Hawaii where he is stationed. No big deal right? We will jsut be casual. Well; he wanted me to committ but didnt want to himself. Babygirl was not having that! Still; things went smooth for about two months or so then crazy kicked in. I began getting jealous text whenever I didnt text right back, calling me names and accusing me of shit. Uh; am I not allowed to work out or sleep? Damn. Then the 3 am "I have nothing to live for, good-bye" messages began. For 6 months I tried to console this big gorilla and be good to him but it was never enough. When I started asking around about Rashard, people began telling me he has been threatening suicide for years and has an obsession with bigger girls, like 2x bigger than me. So I cut it off. He of course deleted me and blocked me and sent me a fuck you kidna text. Ok, ok; that's fine. A couple weeks later he sent me another I wanna die text and I was so pissed still that I said back, "God Speed."
         I truly felt bad for saying that but there's no going back lol. I said what I said and that was it. I went on to date crazier: Jarrod Shutte and some other decent guys and a major Marine douchebag. Never worked out and whatever. Well in February I believe; I had heard he was doing good so I decided to reach out and try to be nice. He said he missed me and thought of me alot. I WAS NOT going to go back to crazy but it felt good that he seemed to appreciate me. It took him nearly two days til he asked if we cld have phone sex and if when he gto back we would hook up. I said fuck no to the phone sex and maybe to the other. lol He was sexy. I dont think he liked that too much. Later on in this douchebaggery of his he became angry that I was dating someone and I told him to kick rocks. Well he didnt delete just kinda dropped off the map. Let me remind you of how terrible he was to me when we were "unofficially" together. I sent him $60 dollars worth of shit and a shipment that cost me $30 to send! Did he EVER do anything for me? Fuck no; just drank and took slutty pics with some Army whores. He didnt even acknowledge that we were an item. Piece of shit.
So; here I am dating this amazing guy who is also in the Army. I mean; he is in AFGANISTAN and STILL has done more for me and cared more for me than someone who was here and I was with for 6 months. That says loads to me. Anyways; he gets angry AGAIN! No big deal til he starts writing status talking shit about the Army. Like really? He has a 4 year degree, he could of been an Officer, he chose not to. All he does is talk about dying and fuck everyone. No wonder people don't stick around RASHARD! and if they do its only cause they want your body. Anyhoo; the rest can be seen on fb. After a status fight he sends me a text stating that I am a dumb hoe and he hopes I die. LOL Like that really hurts?! Nope. So fuck you Rashard. Side note: Just try to care a little more about others and maybe you wouldn't be so miserable!

        Next! Mark Spears. Legally he is my Uncle but I never want anything to do with that piece of shit and havent for a couple of years. Granted; I don't know that whole story which is fine but I know enough to tell the truth. Not only has he beaten PLENTY of women and I can count atleast TWO LITTLE GIRLS that he raped about 20 years ago but he took advantage of MY FAMILY. Who the fuck do you think you are? Him and his voulter of a wife JANA AYDELOTT took advantage of the loss of my Homey and tricked my Gin into moving to Tennessee where they could abuse her vulnerability and money. She was a new widow looking for companionship. Mark and Jana deserve to burn in hell. I won't dish my family secrets but if I ever met a bigger piece of shit, I'll let ya'll know.
         This part is heresay since I didn't see it but a comment was made on my exes fb that he should go see "his piggy and piggys mom." Wow; a 40- something year old drunk, woman beating rapist called me a piggy, that hurts sooooo bad let me tell you!  Seriosuly; people should think about what they say because someone like me is going to get pissed and say what I know to be true. Now I know plenty of people are going to read this, somehow it will get to Mark and honestly I don't care. Please tell that drunk POS and his manipulative linebacker wife that if they wanna start some shit that I am right here in Brandon, FL. Funny how a "grown man" lets his own wife take care of him liek he is a child because that's what he is: a child. It is the only reason he stays with her is because he has no where to go. He cant even live in the state of fl bcz he wld go to jail over old warrants. Who the fuck in their right mind would let a felon adopt a baby? Let alone a RACIST man adopt a mixed baby. Poor child; never had a chance. Atleast it's a boy and probabley won't be raped. Yes; my words are harsh but 100% true. If Homey was still around he would be so ashamed.
Congratulations Mark and Jana for being the biggest pieces of shit I have ever come across, even more so than Johanna Hunter who molested me for 7 years of my life and the two men who took advantage of me.  So please; go fuck yourselves and drink some more!