A beauitfully devious book, you are.

  Remember our parents telling us how bad it is to lie? Though; once we became older, we began seeing them lie themselves? Yea- me too.
They wanted to teach us to be better people than they are, I accept that. However the older we become the more we see necessary to lie about things. The reasons why our homework wasn't done, why we burnt a full tank of gas in three days or how we got that mark on our neck. We've all been there.
              Now we are adults and are making internal excuses on why it's okay to lie about where we've been, who all we are seeing or have seen. I'll be the first to admit I lie. Nothing like I use to though. I was one of those girls that would see whoever the fuck I wanted and no one would ever know. I lived life on the edge, bouncing from guy to guy literally and would get out of situations by making up fake ones. It was just sooooo exhausting. I refer to myself at that time as a girl, for I am a woman now.
I pay all my bills, I do adult things without saying sorry and I take care of my own and my business.
                                   Now days if I decide to dump one guy one day and within the week be with someone else, thats my business but I no longer have a reason to lie about it or hide it.
                  I can accept that everyone lies to a degree, it's nature, however there comes an age to where we shouldn't lie because we are hiding something but lie about certain occurences because it's none of that persons business. I can HONESTLY say I no longer lie to my parents nor my best friends because whatever I do, I am not scared to tell them for their reactions or how they may see me. They know I am an adult and I handle my business.
                                                           If I chose to fuck one guy but date another, that's my business and they know this. But if some one who barely knows me tries to ask questions then fuck yeah, I'm gonna lie. There's a fine line, ya know?

                                                  We should try not to do things that we would have to hide though. This is where I am trying to go with this. Stop living a public life and then a private life you keep hidden from everyone. Yes; you shouldn't tell your business to the world but don't bend backwards to hide things. I'm done with it and I am done doing it.
            I am NOT condoning putting all your business on fb, but like if I were out with a guy that someone hadn't met yet I would introduce them as who they are and if they happen to be my bf then I will say that, then lets say that person goes on my fb page and says, "It was so nice meeting Davis, he is such a nice guy." I don't have to delete or hide it from someone like it's a secret. I'm an open book, a fucked up book but an open one.