Today marks my 8th day. I happened to weigh in yesterday & I lost 5 lb:D Go me, right??!! Downside, everytime I weigh in if it isnt 5 lb or more I wont feel as accomplished. 5lb a week would put me at 4 months to lose 80. 80 is a MAYBE. I dont know WHAT I will look like at that weight or even 60lb. I havent been that small since I was like....13?! Dang.
I am unusually down today. I could possibly name a few things that have put me in this mood, but honestly I just don't know. It could be this diet but I just dont know. I feel so unloved today. I want to just sleep.
have you ever just wanted to be hugged for a few minutes and told sweet nothings? That's me today. I keep asking myself what could possibly make me feel better and put me in a better mood, but what I imgaine won't be happening anytime soon. I really dislike writing or allowing others to know I am down, bcz it gives people the sense of superiority. Showing weakness is never a good strategy, but I honestly don't care at the moment. My happy face is slowly falling today.
Btw-Protein shakes: the colder, the better.
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